Life is a fucking mystery...

Life is a fucking mystery...

Sunday, November 29, 2009

10:49 PM

This is one hell of a sickeningly and bloodily fantastic book, literally. I've never read such a brilliant thriller book in such a long damn time. It's sick and complicated. How sick? Gore. But nothing much to me really, cos i prefer visual then just imagination. Haha. It's about a detective called Archie Sheridan. He was tortured by this stunningly beautiful pyschopath serial-killer called Gretchen Lowell for 10 days. She tortured him by making him drink some sort of bleach, carved on his body with a pen-knife, broke six of his ribs by nailing nails into his ribcage, and removed his spleen while he was fully awake. But when he died, she revived him. Which is what makes the whole story so complicated. And she even turned herself in to the police though she has already killed 200 people but decided to let Archie off. So 2 years later, there is another serial killer on the loose whoso victims are teenage girls. So this story is about how Detective Sheridan gets back to his work as a detective to track this serial-killer, but with the help of Gretchen Lowell whom he visits in prison every Sunday. Here's the kick: he chose Gretchen over his wife Debbie. So he divorced Debbie. No, he wasn't having a relationship with Gretchen, but he sort of needed her in his life, attracted to her. Though she killed him. And revived him too. Ok, im getting confused. But hell, JUST READ THIS BOOK. The plot is really absolutely ingenious.

And im now at my cousin's house, staying till Wednesday!!!!!!!! Tmr gonna go shopping with her! So happy :D Finally getting some peace and quiet from some troubles im facing.....

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2:08 PM

Guess wat, im stll at my cousin's house. Went to slp at abt 2am plus then my parents gambled till 6am plus. so they woke my sis up but let me continue slping and they went home. Then just woke up not long ago. Trying to persuade my parents to let me stay longer but my dad say he wan bring me go watch 2012 though i alr told him i am soo not interested in this stupid movie. I know this sounds weird cos practically everyone wans to watch this movie and those who alr watched say it's super duper nice, but no, it doesnt change my opinion on it. Cos i think it's just stupid that they say the world is ending then and "We were warned". Ppl say i can just watch the movie and continue not believing it, but i just dun see the point. Yep.

2012. The stupidity of it all.

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10:25 PM

So in the end only managed to go home and slp at around 3.30am then had to drag myself out of bed at 6.30am. I was super tired and felt like crying at random moments due to fatigue. But by the time when i met up with gwen n yingying i was feeling slightly more awake and better. Then i was like telling them mrs tan sure first person to say why i put on a black face. Then it turned out totally true cos i was like shouting at gwen to hurry up then mrs tan was saying that i should control my temper and be more smiley today. See i know myself best.

When waiting for other schools to start coming in to start our game, gwen, yingying, maggie and i started taking m&ms to throw into one another's mouths. It was overall super epic and hilarious. Then we tried using tic tac too. And ended up using the empty tic tac box to play monkey. FUNNN!! =D There was supposed to be someone else with us besides the 4 of us but she just kept "floating" in and out of the classroom or just sitting at one corner. And fortunately the entire game went well and the teachers were happy with us. Lunch was disgusting.

And i just witnessed a total miracle. Guides' sec 3s this year all the while haven't been united. But as mentioned in the post about our camp, we started bonding and playing games and gossipping and just crapping with one another. Then today we even planned to have a supposed company outing, but we are all hoping that it's just the sec 3s. We plan to eat at Sakae, then go Chevrons for bowling then maybe eat at the Hans there for dinner. Even Mrs Tan noticed it and was so happy for us. Those who know that we were never so united, if this isn't a miracle, what is it? Who says miracles don't happen? :)

At cousin's house again, but now can really play ALL THE WAYYY!! Just now we watched "UP", now gonna watch "NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2" I LOVE BEN STILLER!

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11:36 PM

Damn. At cousin's house now, supposed to have family gathering and play till CRAAAZZZYYYY. But need to report in sch tmr for west div day at commonwealth sec. So need to go home early and slp if not tmr die. As the gamemaster, like mrs tan says, i must be friendlier and more amicable instead of giving black face and being too businesslike. So if i dun have enough slp i confirm will be very gl and impatient towards the guides from other schools. Not good. So latest must leave by 1 am. If u think tats late (or early? cos it's 1 am so it depends on your own perspective), no. Cos i can actually just stay overnight till the next day and continue playing. And my cousin stays at serangoon while i stay at choa chu kang, go figure.

Had chilli crab for dinner, damn shiok, super long never eat alr!! Then played TABOO for awhile. When it was my turn to say the word, i had to explain the word FATHER. Not being able to say the word man, parent, mother and those common words u will probably use to try get the word across, i totally didnt know what to say, so i said the first thing which i tot of to first mention tat it's a male, "sperms come from who?" so my cousin's bro (she's same age as me, her bro is pri 4) say "cock". And i couldnt stop laughing like mad. Then before i could speak, my cousin said "testes" and i nearly died from laughing. Many more funny things but just cant rmb.

Haix now think of going back to sch tmr super siannn. Then actually after tat going gwen's hse for bbq but my mum dun allow. It's ok, 1 to 3 dec my sis going for her fren's chalet. No way am i going to get surrounded by a bunch of pri 3 screaming girls, so i will go to my cousin's house to stay, YAY!! And hopefully my mum will allow me to go out on mon 23 nov to celebrate gwen's bday. What are we getting for her? That little gal v rich lor, everyth oso have. Yingying say accumulate evrybody's shit and give to her. HAHAHA!!

Saddest thing: Mr Ng leaving next year. He's just gonna leave us in the lurch like this. Leave ME in the lurch like this. I mean when my math totally sucked (and still sucks btw), he was the one who encouraged me and never gave up on me. So even though EOYs i still flunked both maths, i know, he knows and evryone else knows tat i had put in my bestest effort instead of giving up like i intended to. So Mr Ng, if anytime u happen to see this (cos u like stalking your students' blogs) im just really sad. Though sometimes (ok, most of the time) u are really lame and make me buay tahan, but u are a great teacher. With your remedials, effort spent on us and patience, it's really worth cherishing. So bye bye.

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2:37 PM

Sorry Sorry. Cool moves, but the more i hear the song itself the more irritated i feel. =D

Sexy and pretty girls. Enough said. Check out their dance, awesome.

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1:46 PM

Finally returned from camp!!!
One word: EXHAUSTED. But another one: FUN!
Im in no mood to elaborate everything so i think i will just mention a few random and fun stuff that i can rmb.
The thing tat i was most afraid of initially was the amazing race which i was the in charge. My committee consisted of 3 other sec 2s. We alr planned everything perfectly supposedly. But when we were half an hour from the game we realised we missed out alot of stuff. Like really ALOT. so i almost freaked out but tried doing some impromptu stuff with the help of the sec 2s. And fortunately for me, it worked. the game went smoothly and the juniors enjoyed it. the sec 3s were great gamemasters despite receiving very very last min instructions from me. i apologise for tat.
After amazing race was the hike with councillors at southern ridges. it was quite fun, esp the hunter, fire n earthquake game (though i still dun like this game). and the "Nobody Dance" was totally entertaining and super epic. "Cling Cling" was boring for me cos i didnt run much. Then when we started on the long long bridge (canopy walk?) it rained. Cats n dogs or monkeys n chimpanzees. Whatever. I wanted to be in the rain, but someone with the initials LOH HUI FANG just wouldnt allow it and kept forcing me under her umbrella. Oh well i guess this is wat i get for having her as my 'mother'. then therest of the day was siannnnnn with court of honour n planning of west div day. but the sec 3s gathered in the classroom (supposed to slp in tents but it rained) and played card games like cheat, blackjack and murderer before sleeping. murderer was super fun! lights out, approx 1.30 am is it..
second day. highlights are outdoor cooking and archery at new town sec. outdoor cooking this year was super successful to me cos everything tasted fantastic!!! but i smell like charcoal for the whole day, only getting to bathe at 12am plus later. archery was A-W-E-S-O-M-E! so damn cool! out of 8 arrows i had 5 arrows tat hit the target. 2 were off the target (on the floor and on the wall) while the other supposedly hit the middle yellow portion but rebounded n fell onto the floor. but it was a fantastic experience. then campfire was really fun too. Jamie n Tzu Lai did a great job being the emcees! then west div day trial run, bathe, supper while playing cards among sec 3s again. Lights out approx 2.30 am.
2 consecutive days of only 4 to 5 hrs of slp. but when i try to take a nap now it doesnt work. im weird. but it's just like tat, i dun take afternoon naps unless im sick.

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8:44 PM

Ok im feeling so siannn. Tmr chi Os! Im freaking out actually. Really scared. And I have nothing else to say. Just using the com for tonight to relieve abit of stress. Not helping though. Not really. I MUST GET EITHER A1 OR A2!!!!
Just drank a bottle of BRANDS INNERSHINE PRUNE ESSENCE! So time for my beauty sleep soon.

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4:16 PM

Ok finally completed this blog. Man been so long since i edited html tat it actually took me like nearly 2 hours. Anw it's worth it cos it's cute! Troublesome thing is need relink everybody. If u guys r wondering y i created a new blog it's cos my old one is very screwed n im lazy to unscrew it. Haha.

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

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