Life is a fucking mystery...

Saturday, February 6, 2010

2:38 PM

My eye candy: Timothy on the right. HE IS SOOO CUTE!!!!

Like i've always said, one should never carry too much hope on an issue. And one should always and definitely think before you speak or do something. I already emo-ed, and will not emo now. I've cried more than enough tears and will not make my eyes swell just because of you.

Someone told me how hurt he was when it was over for him. And i was there for him. Someone tried being there for me whenever i was down or just plain sian. But i guess it was all before i agreed to his request. Things have changed so much. Sure initially it was great. But then it all boils down to only one thing: you broke your promise. The promise that you gave me before. Though on a more generous note maybe it isn't entirely your fault. Still, a little more effort would have been nice, esp since you were so keen on it and of course so was i. I did mention this problem, and do u rmb how u said it would never happen. But here it is, happening right now. And to quote what you said "Promises are all lies until they are fulfilled." You've said them to ppl numerous times, maybe this is the first time it is being said back to you...

So all im saying is simple. We need time apart. Maybe for a little while. Maybe forever. We won't know. And maybe, we should just be the way we were before...

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

Gwendolyn
Teresa
Humairah

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