^ This is what I've been learning for dance on Tuesday. Hardcore. Whole body is aching. Still haven't fully grasped it yet. Hope I can reach this standard someday.

Show is coming to Singapore on the 22 May! My sis was actually the one who told me about it, she said she saw it on the TV ad. Then mum started nagging about my studies, and I know this is probably gonna be another chance to meet him, down the drain. *sobs*

E-learning on April Fool's, what the heck. They've totally taken away all the fun we could possibly have. It's stupid. And I'm totally multi-tasking, on Facebook, blogging, downloading songs and listening to songs.

Yesterday's parade rehearsal was pretty cool, like all the UGs in action. We guides had to combine squad with GB. It's apparent that they think we suck and are holding them back. Timing is FUNNN :D Though SOMEBODY in GB was trying hard to compete with me, I know it. And yay junwei (won't call you Boey anymore) you aren't hum ji already ah. Lol. You better not suddenly back out of the contingent again. (:

I know you looked at me many many times. When I finally looked in your direction, I didn't know how to react. So I looked away without really returning your little smile. I'm sorry. But it was all I could do to not let the memories flood back and let my emotions get the better of me. I thought I am over it all, over you, but you seem to make me think twice about it.. I don't want to drop another tear because of you, it's not worth it. Not worth you.

Stop it Sarah. STOP IT. Get a grip.

Song of the post: Not Meant To Be by Theory Of A Deadman

Talk about being appropriate and accurate.