Life is a fucking mystery...
Sunday, April 25, 2010
11:37 AM

YAYYYYY IM LIKE FINALLY SIXTEEN YEARS OLD!!!!!!! Another crucial turning point of one's life. Next is in 2 years time, LEGAL EIGHTEEN :D

This year's birthday celebration cant get any more random. First went to Bukit Panjang Plaza Jack's place for lunch. Ordered chicken and steak combo set meal, it's HEAVENLY!!! Haven't eaten steak for such a long time. Then wanted to order this new dessert, marble cheesecake in chocolate cup but they don't have it anymore :( so changed to minty chocolate dome-shaped ice-cream. And cos the waitress saw me holding my present from my sis in my hands, and also my mum mentioned it, she knew it was my birthday. So before the dessert was served I was talking to my mum. Then the background soft classical music was replaced by LOUD HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG. It was so embarrassing!! And they put a candle on it too. Everyone was looking, LOL.

Then after that bought a new school bag and a new dress that's so pretty! Then rushed to tuition. What a party pooper. Then at night sis had tuition and her tutor Charlotte was my tutor when i was in sec 2. So after tuition ended at 8.30pm she said she's bringing me out with her boyfriend. Another LOL. So we went to sunset way for ice-cream at Daily Scoop then went to walk around at Holland Village. Holland V has so many eating places! But all very expensice ones. And Char's bf Ben is soooo NICE and GENTLEMANLY. Haha. She even said we must keep in contact even when she's not teaching my sis anymore so that we can go CLUBBING together next time. LOL. That's like 2 years. But we promised each other :D

So that concludes my 16th birthday. Not much, but still meaningful. Thanks for everyone's wishes: Clara, Lixin, Ruichen, Yingying, Gwen, Melanzzo, Hui Fang, Junwei, Melissa etc. And thank you Ongxin, Hui Fang and Melanzzo for the 海派甜心DVD!!!

So much for getting contact lenses. Once again my parents broke their prmise. But im immuned to it, pretty much i think...

This is me.

Sunday, April 11, 2010
4:04 PM

OMG this is gonna be sooo cool! I've waited for this movie for like FOREVER! Out on 30 April! Robert Downey Jr. you rawk!!!

This is me.

Saturday, April 10, 2010
10:36 AM



LIKE IS HE HOT OR WHAT??!! JB I LOVE YOU!!!

From yesterday it's actually a mere, miserable 200 days left to Os. In case you people don't know/can't tell, I'M REALLY FREAKING OUT HERE!!!!! Oh God, can I please wish that you will grant us a few more hours per day...

Well at least I do have things to look forward to everyday. I enjoy going to school to see all my darling friends. I enjoy recess time where I can eat and catch up or crap with my girlfriends. I enjoy lunch time when I don't go to the canteen and stay in class to either slack, play Tap Tap, chat with Ongxin, Junwei, or just listen to my playlist over and over again. I look forward to dismissal where I walk to Central with my friends and chat about the most random stuff in the world and laugh over things that don't make sense at all..

Realise how they are all non-academic/studies related? I'M SUCH A FAILURE. But I do complete about 95% of my homework now and I think I deserve an applause for this *claps hard* And for the Chemistry revision test I got 14/30. My parents are actually pretty happy. Finally off the single-digit score and F9 range. Mr Liu seems a teeny bit impressed too, I think. And my differentiation pop quiz got 8/9, I'm like soooo happy!!!! :D Mrs Tan was DEFINITELY impressed when she returned me the paper.

Signs of improvement? I sure hope they are..

Yesterday's contingent practice was cancelled due to the damn rain. No, storm was more appropriate. Self-trained till about 4.30pm, then stayed in school to wait for Junwei. NCC is horrible, seriously. 6.30pm and they were barely done. Even dance was dismissed. Now I understand how yingying felt when she waited for Leon.

And while I'm on this topic, can I once again clarify that Junwei and I are just platonic good friends, and nothing more. That's why we have nothing to hide. Stop all the nonsense people. But if y'all just insist to see it the way you want, then fine. Cos seriously, you're just deceiving yourselves by perceiving it the way you WANT to.

This is me.

Friday, April 2, 2010
3:30 PM

A song that totally brings out a girl's rawking attitude. Love it :)

Boring day. Going to IMM soon. Goodbye!

This is me.

Thursday, April 1, 2010
12:24 PM


^ This is what I've been learning for dance on Tuesday. Hardcore. Whole body is aching. Still haven't fully grasped it yet. Hope I can reach this standard someday.

Show is coming to Singapore on the 22 May! My sis was actually the one who told me about it, she said she saw it on the TV ad. Then mum started nagging about my studies, and I know this is probably gonna be another chance to meet him, down the drain. *sobs*

E-learning on April Fool's, what the heck. They've totally taken away all the fun we could possibly have. It's stupid. And I'm totally multi-tasking, on Facebook, blogging, downloading songs and listening to songs.

Yesterday's parade rehearsal was pretty cool, like all the UGs in action. We guides had to combine squad with GB. It's apparent that they think we suck and are holding them back. Timing is FUNNN :D Though SOMEBODY in GB was trying hard to compete with me, I know it. And yay junwei (won't call you Boey anymore) you aren't hum ji already ah. Lol. You better not suddenly back out of the contingent again. (:

I know you looked at me many many times. When I finally looked in your direction, I didn't know how to react. So I looked away without really returning your little smile. I'm sorry. But it was all I could do to not let the memories flood back and let my emotions get the better of me. I thought I am over it all, over you, but you seem to make me think twice about it.. I don't want to drop another tear because of you, it's not worth it. Not worth you.

Stop it Sarah. STOP IT. Get a grip.

Song of the post: Not Meant To Be by Theory Of A Deadman

Talk about being appropriate and accurate.

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