Life is a fucking mystery...

Saturday, April 10, 2010

10:36 AM

LIKE IS HE HOT OR WHAT??!! JB I LOVE YOU!!!

From yesterday it's actually a mere, miserable 200 days left to Os. In case you people don't know/can't tell, I'M REALLY FREAKING OUT HERE!!!!! Oh God, can I please wish that you will grant us a few more hours per day...

Well at least I do have things to look forward to everyday. I enjoy going to school to see all my darling friends. I enjoy recess time where I can eat and catch up or crap with my girlfriends. I enjoy lunch time when I don't go to the canteen and stay in class to either slack, play Tap Tap, chat with Ongxin, Junwei, or just listen to my playlist over and over again. I look forward to dismissal where I walk to Central with my friends and chat about the most random stuff in the world and laugh over things that don't make sense at all..

Realise how they are all non-academic/studies related? I'M SUCH A FAILURE. But I do complete about 95% of my homework now and I think I deserve an applause for this *claps hard* And for the Chemistry revision test I got 14/30. My parents are actually pretty happy. Finally off the single-digit score and F9 range. Mr Liu seems a teeny bit impressed too, I think. And my differentiation pop quiz got 8/9, I'm like soooo happy!!!! :D Mrs Tan was DEFINITELY impressed when she returned me the paper.

Signs of improvement? I sure hope they are..

Yesterday's contingent practice was cancelled due to the damn rain. No, storm was more appropriate. Self-trained till about 4.30pm, then stayed in school to wait for Junwei. NCC is horrible, seriously. 6.30pm and they were barely done. Even dance was dismissed. Now I understand how yingying felt when she waited for Leon.

And while I'm on this topic, can I once again clarify that Junwei and I are just platonic good friends, and nothing more. That's why we have nothing to hide. Stop all the nonsense people. But if y'all just insist to see it the way you want, then fine. Cos seriously, you're just deceiving yourselves by perceiving it the way you WANT to.

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

Gwendolyn
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Humairah

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