Life is a fucking mystery...

Life is a fucking mystery...

Saturday, June 26, 2010

4:41 PM

Went to watch Toy Story 3 last Monday at Vivo. It's an awesome movie!!! Woody is still my favourite character!!! Then bought a pair of Tessa shades from Cotton On and I totally love it! Even my mum thinks it's nice though she disapproves of shades. And well, all I can say is that 21 June, that particular Monday, is one of the bestest day of my life, and it will forever be cherished :))

On a sadder note, school reopening in 2 days' time and I'm not looking forward to it, especially cos there's prelims. Stupid, why does that b*tch of a "principal" want to be so different from everyone else.

And my math tuition teacher is driving me insane by giving me 3 to 4 hours of lesson per session. "Math Marathon" as she calls it. More like "Math Puke-a-thon" for me. My eyes start getting blurry maximum 1 hour into the session, the rest of the hours, go figure.

Just finished the MJ special on MTV. Blasted all the songs out loud, feels awesome. Great way to destress, especially with the King Of Pop's classics filling the house: Beat It, Billie Jean, Thriller, Bad, Man In The Mirror etc. RIP MJ, you'll always be remembered. And I love your moves :D It'd be great if I could fully learn your classic dance moves.

AND THE BESTEST NEWS OF ALL TO HELP ME GET THROUGH THE WEEK: ALL JUSTIN BIEBER SPECIAL ON MTV NEXT SATURDAY AND SUNDAY 3 AND 4 JULY AT 2PM!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!! *INSERTS INFINITE HEARTS*

Thank you God (not that I'm converted). But I do believe that someone is indeed up there to answer my prayers. Er, well, only sometimes, I guess..,

Or, maybe not. I'm living in my own world, talking about things only I can understand. I'm on the pathway of being a little....... Off centre. Yes, that's it.
*smacks forehead* The world is becoming hopeless. And I'm also becoming hopeless along with it.

Well here's my uhh, little tribute to MJ.
Song of the post: Scream by Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson
(Stop pressuring me, you make me wanna scream.)
How appropriate can this get? :)

Thank you baby, for being there for me when I'm going through one of my nasty moods. Thank you for spending so much time with me. Thank you for all the amazing moments you have given me :) Thank you, for being mine. I love you!

This is me.

7:21 PM

"Happiness, that grand mistress of the ceremonies in the dance of life, impels us through all its mazes and meanderings, but leads none of us by the same route." -Albert Camus

I have no idea who Albert Camus is, but he must be some smart guy to have come up with such an inspirational and meaningful quote. Cos when I read this among all the other quotes, the feeling was totally different, like "Ohmigod, this is amazing, yes yes yes, I agree with you Albert, I totally do."

Recently I've been thinking; really, just sitting on my personal couch in my room, with only my table lamp as the source of light at 11.30pm, thinking...

-About my 16 years of life
-How many mistakes I've made in this 16 years
-Which mistake do I regret the most
-Which mistake have I regretted but stupidly repeated
-Who have I disappointed
-Who have I offended/insulted, how and why
-When am I feeling the happiest
-When am I feeling the saddest

And the list goes on and on... But it felt good thinking of all these, like a thorough reflection of my life so far. And it even helped me to recall things I thought I have long forgotten, both positive and negative.

Really, the human brain is the most Amazing Organ with unlimited memory space. But it's funny how when I need the memory space for my information on Molecular Genetics, or the Deoxyribonucleic Acid structure, or what Adolf Hitler did to start WWII, or the Rise and Fall of Venice, or the Differentiation and Integration of an equation, or Amide and Peptide bonds etc, the Amazing Organ goes into a breakdown, freezes, and eventually crashes, and fails me.

I'm trying to stay sane here with all these crap about prelims and Os on my mind. Ok, they're not crap, they're the "pathway to a bright future". Positive source of stress, a form of motivation. But too much of a supposedly good thing becomes bad. As the Chinese saying goes: 物极必反. Humans, need a break. So mum, all I'm trying to say is that I know what I'm doing. Don't, please don't, start nagging the moment I try to get a moment of rest. It's the least you can do to help me through this. And get that little b*tch of my sister (sadly) to shut up when I'm revising. It doesn't help to have her screaming, shouting and having fun like nobody's business when I'm trying to focus.

Ok, gotta go back to work. 3 sets of Amath tuition homework waiting for me. And oh god, Bio is really killing me. Last 2 pages on Molecular Genetics!!!

At least I can look forward to watching Toy Story 3 tomorrow with someone... Special? Haha :D

Song of the post: Stuck in The Moment by Justin Bieber

This is me.

3:04 PM

JB can dance, very well! Love you Justin!!!! You're so hot!!!!

Another week gone mostly spent with my baby, all nice, sweet and fun (:

Watching Toy Story 3 next Monday, let's relive our childhood together :D

This is me.

1:40 PM

JUSTIN BIEBER MARATHON!!!

Usher bought him a Range Rover for his 16th birthday?! Lucky guy :D And oh gosh look at how he flips his hair!!! So cute!!!!! I can pass out just looking at him do that. Ok, maybe not. But I squeal the moment he does it :D Anyway Chelsea seems to disapprove of him quite a bit. Or much... But who cares? I mean, he's hot!!! Love you JB!! <3

Ouch that really goatta hurt, it was a super resounding "bam". Peace JB baby! <3

20 sneakers? Wow. 30 caps? Cool. Still single, oh yeah ((: Good kisser? Heck yeah. *cheers* Hair movement *Shrieks and squeals* Sing a french song. So cute! *melts totally*

JB at Nickelodean. He's left handed, interesting (: And he looks quite sian in this video though. Think he's tired, poor baby.. And when will I ever get to see you so close to me? ):

OK that's it for now. Long time since I blogged, quite lazy and busy mugging. Watched Karate Kid, awesome movie! Ok peace out people ((:

It has been an amazing, amazing week. Thank you so much, for everything. For just being in my life. You're a part of me now, a part I won't be able to live without. I love you, baby (:

This is me.

10:56 AM

One of my favourite JB songs: Never Let You Go

Karate Kid theme song: Never Say Never By Justin Bieber Feat Jaden Smith

At Gwen's house now, just to waste time as she puts it :D Oral wasn't as bad as expected, but there were numerous times when I looked at Arthur Kok's face and it took me so much self control just to not burst out laughing.

I'M IN LOVE WITH JUSTIN BIEBER, OFFICIALLY!! Like just the mention of him makes my heart skip a beat (haha to someone). He looks good in white, and black. And leather jackets are just sooo him!!!! PLEASE COME TO SINGAPORE JB!!! I'M WAITING FOR YOU!!!

And while I'm on the topic of waiting, I've been doing alot of waiting for someone recently. A whole lot, right? :D

I want to watch Karate Kid!!! Jaden Smith is so cute, just like his dad Will Smith, who's hot as well. I'm right to idolize him ever since I watched I-Robot.

Song of the post: Wait For You by Elliot Yamin

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

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