Life is a fucking mystery...

Saturday, July 17, 2010

10:33 AM

Ever felt like there's no point in life anymore and you'd rather just end it, right here, right now, this very eff-ing moment?

I have, and I always do. In fact right now, I am feeling this way. Everything in my life is so screwed. I don't want to have to go through all this negativity that my life seems to always be having, never-ending. It just keeps getting more and more.

I know I'm not being a realist here and am a coward for feeling this way. But I can't help it. I need some peace in my life. Where do I get it?

NOWHERE. That's the answer. Because in this fucking cruel world, one will never get peace, quiet and serenity especially when they need it the most. Somehow it will all flood your entire life and make you drown totally in it.

And even then, sometimes, it just wont stop...

Song of the post: You make me wanna die by The Pretty Reckless

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

Gwendolyn
Teresa
Humairah

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