Life is a fucking mystery...

Thursday, July 1, 2010

1:19 PM

Halfway through prelim 1 and all i can really say is... *shrugs* No comment. The confidence is not there at all. Nope, zilch, zero, nada.

Life is getting complicated yet at the same time easier to grasp. I mean, ok I know I'm not making any sense here, but it's like I always tend to start thinking: my life is like shit, right now. Then when I actually think harder about it, it's so simple to see the way out and make everything much simpler. Like I will go something like *snaps finger* "yeah I got it, it's so simple!" Or "Sarah, you must have been stupid to not think of this earlier and save yourself the initial trouble of feeling so shitty."

I'm so in the shopping mood recently, I wanna buy everything I see. I want more shoes, more clothes, more earrings, hairbands, anything!!!! So I'm currently saving money like ther's no tomorrow. And starving myself, cos I'm also on a diet. But it's working! I'm proud to say this is one of my most successful diets ever. I've been going at it for about 2 weeks, and besides the 2 main meals lunch and dinner, I eat nothing else for the rest of the day. Or maybe an occasional snack in the afternoon. *guilty*

Ok, back to studying. Again. My life is so sad, really. But then again, it's selfish to say that cos everyone else is doing the same. I guess I'm just one of those who can't stop complaining...

Song of the post: OMG by Usher
One of the few songs that can repeatedly get stuck in my head and I never get tired of it. I mean, I even got tired of JB's Baby and One Less Lonely girl when they were running through my head for at least 2 weeks. Go figure. This one has been like what, 1 month? And I still love it. Catchy! :D

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

Gwendolyn
Teresa
Humairah

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