Life is a fucking mystery...

Life is a fucking mystery...

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

9:58 PM

Ohmigod, he is like sooo hot!!!! Let me introduce him, this is Paul Wesley. He currently stars in Vampire Diaries as Stefan Salvatore. His co-actor is Ian Somerhaulder who in the show is his brother Damon Salvatore. He's pretty hot too, but not as hot as Paul here :D

I'm starting to like Vampire Diaries. Trying to watch it every Saturday night at 10pm on channel 5. Oh and the female lead Nina Dobrev is another hot babe. So yeah it's another vampire drama series revolving around two hot guys and one lucky beautiful girl haha :D

But it's much better than Twilight or whatever cos Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner are nowhere as hot as Paul Wesley and Ian Somerhaulder.

This is me.

1:02 PM

Why the fuck cant I work? Everybody is finding jobs except for me. And it's not like I have a steady source of allowance. If I do I wouldn't complain. But the point is I fucking don't have, and I'm desperate for money.

What can go wrong? What the fuck is the meaning of saying that I will be exposed to negative influence???!! Majority of parents are happy that their children are actually looking for jobs. The entire point is to instil in ourselves independence, responsibility, and knowing that money doesn't come easy. All positive to me. So for fuck's sake, can someone please tell me where is the negativity of it all?

And then you start nagging when I spend money on stuff that I want and go on and on that money doesn't fall from the sky and I shouldn't spend it un-wisely. Of course I know money doesn't fall from the sky, the point is money doesn't even come from you people. I'm supposed to get my allowance from you but you barely give it to me. It's rubbish to say that "Oh because it's the school holidays." Does the holidays mean that I don't have to spend money? Does the holidays mean that I'm supposed to be cooped up the entire one to two months??

And without the allowance when I'm staying at home is still alright cos I don't have to pay for anything. But when I wanna go out and have to ask you for some money, you tell me that I'm spending YOUR money again and why can't I just use my own money?

Hello???!! You seem to have forgotten that I barely get enough allowance for me to save them up. If I have any savings at all, I would gladly spend them so as not to see your fucking attitudes when I go begging you for your hard earned money.

This is me.

3:35 AM

I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there's no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
"Don't disturb" is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I'd fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart

[Heart Vacancy by The Wanted]

This is me.

1:04 AM

I'm currently on vacation, at serangoon north avenue 3. Where is this place??

Not my home, that's why it's a vacation :D It's my cousin's place. My escapade for 1 week, woooo!!!!

Had my first body massage experience just now. It was awesome man. And i realise i am indeed quite an endurer of pain. Haha. After the initial pain it was nice (for a lack of a better word). I like the part where we have to strip, everything. Nah, except the underwear. I thought i could at least retain my bra, but noooo...

I'm so gonna buy Justin Bieber's new album!!!! Woooo!!!!

This is me.

1:57 PM

Me and Junwei <3

Me and Hui Fang

Rui Chen and Me

Wallic and Me

Alvin and Me

Vincent and Me

Me and Gwen <3

Me and Chun Yun

Me and Lixin

Grace and Me
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Well been a long time since i was here.

Prom photos are up :D These are my favourite few with my awesome friends (: Love you all <3

Lots of time to rot at home!!!!

I got nothing else to say so byebye! (:

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

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