Life is a fucking mystery...

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

1:02 PM

Why the fuck cant I work? Everybody is finding jobs except for me. And it's not like I have a steady source of allowance. If I do I wouldn't complain. But the point is I fucking don't have, and I'm desperate for money.

What can go wrong? What the fuck is the meaning of saying that I will be exposed to negative influence???!! Majority of parents are happy that their children are actually looking for jobs. The entire point is to instil in ourselves independence, responsibility, and knowing that money doesn't come easy. All positive to me. So for fuck's sake, can someone please tell me where is the negativity of it all?

And then you start nagging when I spend money on stuff that I want and go on and on that money doesn't fall from the sky and I shouldn't spend it un-wisely. Of course I know money doesn't fall from the sky, the point is money doesn't even come from you people. I'm supposed to get my allowance from you but you barely give it to me. It's rubbish to say that "Oh because it's the school holidays." Does the holidays mean that I don't have to spend money? Does the holidays mean that I'm supposed to be cooped up the entire one to two months??

And without the allowance when I'm staying at home is still alright cos I don't have to pay for anything. But when I wanna go out and have to ask you for some money, you tell me that I'm spending YOUR money again and why can't I just use my own money?

Hello???!! You seem to have forgotten that I barely get enough allowance for me to save them up. If I have any savings at all, I would gladly spend them so as not to see your fucking attitudes when I go begging you for your hard earned money.

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

Gwendolyn
Teresa
Humairah

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