Life is a fucking mystery...

Monday, December 13, 2010

11:33 AM

I'm currently sitting at my office cubicle waiting for my supervisor Alvin and his assistant Khairul to give me something to do. Seriously, I reported at 9am and haven't done anything except touring around the school (Choa Chu Kang ITE). And I hear the people around me talking in an entirely foreign language to me, meaning everything about the computers, their softwares and all that shit that I have no idea about.

So I'm using the internet. And mind you Alvin knows ok, I'm not doing it behind his back. I asked him "Can I use the internet?" and he was like "Sure, I didn't say you can't use it right?" LOLS. And he's seriously very nice haha. I keep saying I have nothing to do and he told me to relax and not stress myself. Plus he keeps reminding me that in the following days if I can't take the job load I have to tell him, you know, like he's genuinely caring.

And it's funny how he whispers to whoever we meet in the school like it's a conspiracy, "She's only 16." And they go all shocked like "HUH 16?!" There are 2 other girls on an attachment here, they are of ages 21 and 19 and they're really friendly, not to mention are also totally good at speaking the foreign language.

Seems like the people here have met with some problems and are all going "OMG fuck, this isn't happening." "Wah shit, screw this shit. Fuck it." You get the idea. I can't help it but smile. I like it. No formality or whatsoever :D

So this basically sums up my first nearly 3h at work. But the work load will sure come soon, Alvin assured me. So then at least I can worthily earn my $7/h and feel that I totally deserve it.

On another note, I BOUGHT JUSTIN BIEBER ACOUSTICS 2-IN-1 ALBUM!!!!!!!! WOOOOO!!!!!! And I'm going to Kinokuniya to get his Biography hopefully this weekend. Please don't tell me no stock, I will die.

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

Gwendolyn
Teresa
Humairah

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