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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

10:59 AM

I'M FUCKING FREEZING IN HERE!!!!!!!!

Hi people. Yeah just wanna get the message across. When I came for the first day of work, the air-conditioning was horrible, you could totally suffocate in here. But when it was fixed a few days later, it's been fucking cold.

Right now I'm sitting at my table, wearing my red jacket with the hoodie over my head and trying to type with fingers that are seemingly frost-bitten. I kept forgetting to bring my jacket previously and today is like my first day bringing and wearing it. And the air-con in some fucked up way just seems colder than when I don't have my jacket.

Nothing to do. So still deciding whether to go outside of campus for lunch. Then maybe after lunch we're gonna head to the staff lounge and chill out. Not literally CHILL, I've had enough of coldness. What I need now is warmth. And food. Don't laugh cos I know you, yes YOU, always laugh when I say I'm hungry.

Yesterday I didn't report for work cos I had this bad muscle ache in my right leg, so bad that I was limping. Actually it was very bad on Monday night, so I informed my supervisor that I'm not going for work on Tuesday. By Tuesday it was all fine, and since it was my sister's birthday, my family went to Plaza Singapura as a little celebration.

Went to this Japanese Buffet called "Let's Sweets". It's pretty nice and the food is good and as you can probably tell from the name it has loads of desserts like cakes, chocolate fondue, different flavoured crepes etc. But there's one big big BIG thumbs down: this buffet is an all-you-can-eat, in ONLY 60 FREAKING MINUTES!!!! And there's this timer on every table that is set to go off in 50 minutes, then you have another 10 minutes to finish up and buzz off. I nearly puked, cos I ate far too much in too short a period of time. Ok this is painting a picture of being totally unglam, but come on, it is after all a buffet, so even if they limit you, you will go all the way to pile up your plates and shove them all down your throat. Especially when there is a charge of $5 for every 200g of food wastage. Yeah. So that's what I did.

The after effect? Not good.

Every step I took just pushed me closer to the edge of barfing right on the spot. The thing is my parents and my sis were also very full, but nowhere close to my pathetic state. And before you assume it all wrong, NO I DID NOT EAT MORE THAN THEM. In fact I ate much less than I usually do in a buffet that has no time limit. And also much less than my parents. My mum was still saying that I ate too little, so not worth it. Yeah so at first I ate my perfect fill, like just the right amount to keep me perfectly full, then my mum so helpfully continued piling more onto my plate. And when I whined, "Mommy I'm super full already." she gave me her trade mark glare that totally conveyed the message "Eat it, NOW. Or you die."

Nahhh I keed the killer stare my mum gives when we refuse the food she piles onto our plates..

Pause.

So er back to the point, she just said that I have to eat more or it'll be such a waste of money. So I did. And deeply regretted. So I ran to the toilet, tried to puke it all out and ended up just dry retching. Fortunately it subsided in awhile.

Then went to watch TRON. It's cool with it's visual graphics and all that, makes me wish it's all real. But basically not my cup of tea with the draggy and un-interesting storyline. Guess sci-fi flicks are still not my thing. The only sort of sci-fi flick that I truely love and enjoy is still I-ROBOT, if it even falls under the category of sci-fi. Does it?

I'm going for lunch soon. Peace out (:

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

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