Life is a fucking mystery...

Friday, December 17, 2010

10:34 AM

Though this wasn't the worst I've been through, I think it's pretty much the last straw. It just proves that anything can happen anytime and blow everything out of proportion.

So I have to do what is right.. But trust me when I say I don't want to. I really don't want to, it's the last thing I would ever want. Why would I want to take away from myself the best thing in my life?

And even though I know very well that I won't be able to survive and will just cry myself to sleep everyday, it still has to be done... It's the only way to protect you.

I thought everything is perfect, nothing can stand in my way of my happiness. I'm wrong. It really seems as though someone or something is just keen to keep me miserable in life.

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

Gwendolyn
Teresa
Humairah

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