Life is a fucking mystery...

Monday, January 3, 2011

9:35 AM

Can't Live Without You by Justin Bieber

I just sit here
Waiting for you to call
And then I wonder
If you're even calling at all

So many thoughts in my mind
Wishing you could be here all the time

Cause I'm lost without you
And I can't just doubt you
And it's everything about you
I just can't live without you

Cause I'm lost without you
And I can't just doubt you
And it's everything about you
I just can't live without you

This song is so awesome, why is it such a short version? And why on earth isn't it out officially.

New Year's eve was a blast but I'm not in the mood to elaborate it because I'm feeling very down now. What a way to start the year, with more chaos in the house. Yesterday spoilt everything.

The chaos isn't from partying, I wouldn't mind that. It's from quarrels and fights that nearly ended up ugly if I hadn't intervened. Yes me, I intervened in a conflict involving the fucked up adults in my family... Then in turned get blamed for it somehow? Though I have no idea why. So another perfect way to end the night, going to bed in tears.

Now I'm at work (as usual not doing anything), and it's even better than being at home because I have peace and quiet here without having to face any shit.

My life is always fucked up.

I'll stay as strong as I can cos that's what you always tell me to do, but without you it's harder than ever.

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

Gwendolyn
Teresa
Humairah

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