Life is a fucking mystery...

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

5:33 PM

HOHOHO I'M BAAAAAAACK!!!!

Yes and how time flies, it's already February.

I love PJC!!!! And my class 11A05 is just soo AWESOME!!! And I have 2 great girlfriends too. Teresa and Mairah, I love you girls!!! :D

Orientation was such a blast and I believe it is mainly why our class is so bonded. I never thought I would be this happy in Pioneer JC. I feel like my classmates and I have known each other for like sooo long.

I am Proud to Be A Pioneer! :D
LOL at Pioneer Proud To Be A. (inside joke within us Pioneers!!)

Anyways, I had Council interview just now. I was panicking sooo bad while sitting outside to wait. There were 3 J2s (one female and two males) and 2 teachers (one female and one male). How unfair!!!! 1 of me versus 5 of them. Scaryyyy D:

But I think I did ok. I think I seem confident enough and sure of my answers. I think... You think I think then who confirm? Hahahaha. Those 5 big bad "bullies" sitting in front of me confirm lor... Results will be out on Friday, hope I get through.

Oh, one of the questions was, "What do you have to say about the excessive usage of Singlish during orientation?" I gave an honest answer, "I think it's perfectly fine since orientation is a time to have fun and enjoy ourselves. As long as we know how to switch between proper English and Singlish at the appropriate time, I really don't see a problem with it."

Then I saw the female teacher kinda like shaking her head while writing in her paper. Shittttt...

Ok, sidetrack. I may seem alright here, but deep inside, I'm pretty messed up and just greatly confused and apprehensive. There are so many things that seem fated to happen whether I like it or not. And unfortunately for me, they all seem to be bad stuff that I have to handle. But if they are all planned out, I can't really prevent them from happening, can I? So I'm really just trying to take everything in my stride and stay as positive as i can. If not life will just be so miserable for me and I absolutely hate that. It's a new year, I just wanna start afresh on a proper footing... That's why I'm also apprehensive. What else will happen in my full-of-shit life? Like I always say, I believe someone out there, or probably UP there, is trying to kill me...

But I won't give up so easily cos that's just so not me :D

And well, hopefully things are as they really seem and it will be alright...

This is me.

I'm realistic, true and factual.
I don't take too much of a load of bullshit, so know my limits.
This world is fake enough, so don't add on to it by pretending to be someone you are not.
Never expect me to change into what you want me to become. I indulge in the fact that I am who I am and embrace it.
You're beautiful, don't let others tell you otherwise.
Anything else anyone is unhappy with about me, I really don't give a fuck.

▪ ~~Contact lenses~~
▪ See Justin Bieber in person!
▪ Lose weight, be slimmer!!!
▪ A personal laptop
▪ A personal digital camera
▪ More money (which will definitely settle many other things)
▪ A happier family

Gwendolyn
Teresa
Humairah

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